"it's not like he's waiting for you anyway"

and as simple as a that, I got a reality slap. it's true. he's not waiting for me. it's been really hard for me to get over him, especially today, when it was so clear that he's moving on with his life. why can't i move on at the same pace? i don't know what's taking so long, but i'm waiting to get out of this funk.