current worries and fears and wonders

• slowly losing my hearing. i feel that my hearing from my left ear is getting more muffled every day and it scares me that it's so premature. 
• not finding a secure group of friends to hang out with. i feel like i'm such a floater. 
• not being able to find another significant other i feel so passionately about and have the feelings be reciprocated and returned
• wondering if my current career is what i want to do for the rest of my life. is there something greater for me or more fulfilling? i feel so content currently and not having enough growth
• is Orange County where i will end up residing forever or is there a better location for me?
• will my acne ever go away or will i ever feel comfortable enough in my own skin to show it?
• will i achieve my life goal of traveling to 30 different countries before i'm 30? is this a selfish desire when i could be using my traveling money for my future? or for my family?