Weekend recap

Friday, I stayed at the office until about 6:30pm working on a case for a patient transferring to a SNF for respite. Today was very rainy. I got home and watched Jiros Dreams of Sushi on netflix off my roommates account. It's a good movie! wasn't really in the mood to go out, but my roommate Linda wanted to go clubbing and I didn't want to be home alone, even though I dread clubbing, I didn't want to be miserable by myself. I was kind of a Debbie downer for the car ride. we also went with her friend. We didn't make the wait list for the club and went to Gaam instead, and I was very relieved. I had fun at gaam, it was more chill and a lounge, which was more of what I was interested in at that time. Got home around 3am and knocked out. I was planning on going home to sm this weekend but due to the rain decided against it. I slept in for the first time in a long time and it felt great. I went to do my laundry at my aunts house and then went to watch RENT, with Miguel acting in it, by myself cause I couldn't find anyone to go with. I felt really lonely today because I wanted to hang out with someone or find someone to go with me to the show but there wasn't anyone available. I'm going to more places alone these days, and although I'm getting more comfortable going independently, it still makes me feel lonely. What's the point in having these experiences without sharing them with others. I don't regret going though, because I really enjoyed it. Then I think I just watched more Netflix when I got home. Today, I was thinking about doing on-call but then decided that since I don't have many weekends off these days it would be nice and worth it to sleep in again, which was a real treat that I felt I deserved. I woke up around noon and went with Linda to the groceries. Having roommates is a huge help in not feeling lonely, and I'm grateful to have them. Then later in the afternoon, I picked up Maggie and we went to fashion island and shopping. It was fun too. Overall, this felt like a pretty good weekend and I feel good I think. I was pretty lonely yesterday, but it was okay I guess. It just felt nice to have a weekend with no obligations, no work, no far driving, and just doing things that make me happy I guess. but it would still be nice to spend it with someone.